I haven't blogged on here for awhile, but I feel like it's time to return. I need relaxation. I got it this last weekend when I got to go home for awhile and see my family. I hadn't seen them since Christmas. It was really good to see them and just to chill out for awhile and not do a thing. I've wanted for awhile just to relax and not worry about anything and I finally got that.
The good news, I got my computer fixed. My book is stored on my laptop and it kept giving me the blue screen of death and a friend of mine fixed in and now I'm excited that I'll be able to (when I want to) work on it when I feel like it.
Lately I've been feeling really creative and haven't been able to add to it. While I was home I was working on it a little. I was changing things and adding new things. It felt really nice to just free flow on my computer and add and delete things.
I find a lot of peace in writing. I wanna feel that way for awhile. I want to feel that way forever. Can I just let the creative juices flow? I want to be able to just relax and let the words flow from my brain through my finger-tips. I'm ready for a change. I'm ready for it now. I realized while I was home with my family that I need to make a move. If I don't do it soon I won't do it ever.
I want to live in a cabin in the mountains. I want to write and be able to publish without fear. Is it so hard to ask for something like that? I'm ready to put myself out there. I'm ready for vulnerability I'm ready for anything and everything. I'm simply...just ready.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
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